Spending half of my lifetime indulging in work and just work... I've came to realized that there are more important things in my life that I should spend my time with, as once I missed or lost it, I will never have another chance to turn back the clock. As such, I've learnt to treasure every moment with them.... Thank you my beloved Grandma, Daddy and Daisy.... you've made me come to know the mistakes I've made before. Though I can never see, talk or hug you now, but I know, you've never left me, just that you've "migrated to Heaven" and are watching over me from above now...
1) All my loved ones to stay healthy
2) Able to take holiday breaks every half yearly
3) To stay happy and positive
4) Buy my own house
5) Set up my own business
6) To do voluntary work for the Elderly
1) To Stay healthy
2) Cheerful
3) Skin no more itchy
4) Fur longer so that can tie nice nice top-knots
5) Mummy will buy me nice top ribbons and bows
6) A stroller
7) Lose weight (both me and Bella)
8) More quality time together
They have giving him the last jab to boost his heart beat and that all they could do. All I could describe then was, we were helpless... its like pronouncing his death, just waiting for time.
Dad's brothers and sisters rushed to hospital and all were shakened by this sudden news and even dad's elderly brother (my 3rd uncle), came to see his younger brother for the last time. We were all filled with tears... I prayed and prayed and prayed.... asking God not to take my Dad away... but deep down, I know, I cannot go against God's will.
Every minute seems hard to pass and we stayed through the night in the hospital....
My elder brother, whom have had conflicts with dad for the past 30 years, he hated dad and never spoken to him for many years, came and broke down in tears. The finally reconciled at this very last lap in dad's life. Mom and me, broke into tears seeing the breaking of the knot between the two.
We talk and spoke to dad, reassuring him that we will be strong and carry on with life, at one moment, we saw tears flowing from his eyes. I know, dad can't bear to leave us too....
We stayed by his side, holding him, crying and saw him took his very last breathe on earth... I can never ever forget this pain in seeing a loved one departing.... can never forget this moment.
Dad... mom, Kor, Bella and me miss you so much....
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I just cannot accept that you have left me... last Sunday, I could not control anymore to put up a strong front - I broke down badly in front of mum at home....
Dad... how are you in Heaven now? Did you meet popo and Daisy? You must stay close to them and walk together... till the day we'll meet you again... theres just so much so much things I want to talk to you .... when I am sick... you'll always come by my bedside to feel my forehead and cook porridge for me when mum is at work then.
I miss your special fried rice and bee hoon, they are just so good and now, I can never taste that again. Mum, Bella and me have been visiting you and popo and Mandai lately... I am sure both of you saw us... mum broke down whenever shes there and me too. Its so hard to see a piece of marble now with your pic and name and not you in person.... dad ... we miss you... very much....
Bella has also been missing playing with you... shes now trying to accept that daddy gong gong is gone too... mum and me has been telling her that you are in Heaven now and she'll look up to the sky whenever we ask her where you are...
Daddy, I remembered you've told me... I am your only daughter and you love me most... sorry for not spending time with you over the last few years... I know you have been lonely.... dad.. forgive me pls.....
Now, I can only have your pic with me in my wallet and carry along.. knowing you are with me all the time...
Daddy, Grandma and Daisy.. we miss you and we know.. you miss us too...
Always remembering all of you in my heart...
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