❥INTO ETERNITY .
Jacqueline Leong

Spending half of my lifetime indulging in work and just work... I've came to realized that there are more important things in my life that I should spend my time with, as once I missed or lost it, I will never have another chance to turn back the clock. As such, I've learnt to treasure every moment with them.... Thank you my beloved Grandma, Daddy and Daisy.... you've made me come to know the mistakes I've made before. Though I can never see, talk or hug you now, but I know, you've never left me, just that you've "migrated to Heaven" and are watching over me from above now...









My Wishlist

1) All my loved ones to stay healthy
2) Able to take holiday breaks every half yearly
3) To stay happy and positive
4) Buy my own house
5) Set up my own business
6) To do voluntary work for the Elderly



My Wishlist for Bella

1) To Stay healthy
2) Cheerful
3) Skin no more itchy
4) Fur longer so that can tie nice nice top-knots
5) Mummy will buy me nice top ribbons and bows
6) A stroller
7) Lose weight (both me and Bella)
8) More quality time together


In Loving Memories of my 2 Beloveds who left me 26/12/2008

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In Loving Memories of my Beloved Daddy who left me 17/03/2010

Beloved Dad

Dedicated To Late Daisy - My Dearest

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Cute Little Bella - My Baby Princess

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Saturday, December 26, 2009, 11:17 PM
This is the day - a year ago

Dear Grandma and Daisy,

This is the day a year ago when my whole world shuttered. When Grandma and Daisy, both decided to leave this world on the same day to Heaven.... too much for me to accept...

Dunno how i went thru... but i managed come to terms that they have left me... memories of them will remain in my heart for the rest of my life. Time flies, its already a year... looked like just yesterday. Did you heard the prayers that I've uttered for you this afternn and evening during the timing when you left me last year?

Grandma and Daisy.. remember I love the both of you forever and ever... Pls watch over us and little Bella from Heaven....

Remembering both of you everyday of my life with love....




12:20 AM
1st Anniversary - Grandma & Daisy

Dear Grandma and Daisy,

Today marks exactly a year since both of you left me.... I still misses both of you dearly though I know you are watching over me in Heaven.

Theres so much changes to my life but memories of you never change, love for the both of you is forever.... I could still recall your voices and facial expressions... it seem like I just saw you yesterday... so fresh in my memory.

One year ago this date.. its the darkest moment in my life - coz both of you chose to leave me and goto Heaven on the same day. Too much to take and I really dunno how I've gone thru it... but I do... and have accepted the fact....

Popo... mum and me went to pay respect to you on Christmas day morning.. I still cried and cried when i "saw" you, I miss you dearly popo.... I cannot talk to you, hear you, touch you, bath you , wheel you around etc... whats left here is just memories and your ashes.... Popo.. I hope you like the flowers i bought for you.... thats how little I could do for you now.... I thank God for giving me the chance to look after you.... Popo... i will remember and love you forever and ever

Daisy... i miss hugging you and your licking all over my face... the big big beautiful eyes with a smiling face...... You have been a tough fighter for life and I am proud of you.... very very proud of you.... never regretted having to spend so much on medical fees on you... i have a good extended 6 months with you....

Both Grandma and Daisy will be in my memory forever...




Friday, December 25, 2009, 11:18 PM
Why on Christmas eve again???

I've spent both last and this year's Christmas eves in the animal clinics as they were sick...

Definitely not something i want or look forward to as I always ended with a heavy or broken heart.....

Yesterday was a torturing day. I was trying to co-ordinate between my work and sending Bella to another Vet for a 2nd opinion, was rushing and running like a mad dog... haiz....

I was just so shocked yesterday when Dr Miles told me that BElla's blood test did not went well. Her protein level is a bit on the high side... somehow, her bad flu has resulted in some of the bacteria attacking her kidneys thats making the protein level so high..... Xray showed heart, lungs, liver ok... except uturus a bit swallon....

Gave me a shock out of my life that Bella is having kidney issues.. shes so young, never would i expect that to happen to her... My poor baby was poked 5 times to draw blood and another time to jab her - shes a tough gal.. no whining or moving at all... I am so proud of her.

Poor Bella goto be on KD Diet and medication, but I am sure shes tough enough to conquer the sickness..

Bella ... jiayou!




Saturday, December 19, 2009, 11:57 PM
Happy Birthday to me.....

Its another year.... theres no way I could forget what happened on my birthday morning last year.. Daisy collapsed in my arms, I have to sent her immed to the vet in the morning and she had to have a blood transfusion on the day, else, we'll loose her....

I spent my day in the hospital with her, we ate the birthday cake at the clicn. I have orderred this cake for myself last year coz then, grandma was in hospital and was concious, she was upset that she could not be with me on that day, so i ordered a cake for myself to cut that in the hospital with her. Unfortunatly, grandma never woke up to celebrate with me, and she gone now, never will she be able to celebrate for me... together with my Daisy....

My birthday wish is for my loved ones to stay healthy.... Bella... my gal... to recover fully and health be better and happier...

Happy Birthday to me....




Friday, December 18, 2009, 5:47 PM
Bella is having a bad flu....

Poor Bella has not been well these 2 days... never expect her to be so sick.... shes having bad flu with lots of phelgms thats making her nose choke.

It was so scare few nights ago when she choke till cannot breath.... why why in December again???? Its a month thats so scare to my mum and me... BElla... you have to be well soon.... be my brithday gift this year - your good health....

Thank God Lovely jo heard about her situation yesterday and advise me to bring her to vet immediately and she even helped me to fetch my mum there...

Doctor Tong said its very bad flu and can be in danger if cannot breath... given a jab and some strong med. Bella has been on plain poridgge since yesterday.... shes so pitiful looking...

She had another 2 rounds of "choking" epi last night and this morning, nose still bery wet and panting... Very nice of Doctor Tong to give me a call to check on her, when heard about it, he asked me to bring Bella back asap for re-check... he is worried too....

I am even more worried... rushed home at 4pm plus to bring her to my office and will rush her to the vet immediately after work....


Oh God.... pls watch over my little angel... i am very scare.... i cannot afford to loose her anyone.... cover her with your precious blood and your healing hands to be upon her.... shes just a little kid.. seeing the needle poking and bitter medicine that she has to eat.. makes me feel so sad.... God.. grant me this gift for my birthday... thats all i am asking for....

Popo and Daisy... pls watch over baby bella.... shes sick.... watch over her pls... shes a baby gal... grant her good health pls.... I've lost the 2 of you last year... I cannot take another blow....

Bella... mommie love you so much.. rather i suffer on your behalf than see you suffer... you must get well....

Love you baby bella...




Saturday, December 12, 2009, 1:19 AM
December is never the same again since 2008

Since young, every December is a happy month for celebration, coz its my Birthday, Christmas Day and some years ago - its Bonus time in December!

Haiz... December is never the same since year 2008. It was the most painful time in my life so far....

In early december last year, Grandma fell down and was hospitalized and Daisy's Liver Cancer condition worsen, many times, her lips will go pale. My heart was like a roller-coaster, up and down. Each time i see my mum or dad calling me on my mobile during my working time, my heartpain will go faster.

Grandma went into comma since 7/12 last year and I almost lost Daisy on my birthday morning (20/12). Both landed in hospital, i stopped work for the whole month and was staying in the hospital with the both of them....

Honestly, I do not know how i cope with all these alone (almost), coz at then, I had no friends who could understand me as to why Daisy is so important to me..... I was rushing between hospitals and sleeping only on sofa beds or on the cold floor at the animal hospital.

26/12/2008 - A day i could never forget in my whole life as i lost my 2 most beloved onn the same day. Painful??? Yes, very very, double and Triple pain. 3.30pm Grandma left me, and 7 hours later at 10.30pm, Daisy left me in my arms. Just too much for me for the year to take....

However, I guess, God is good, He do not want me to suffer twice in such a short span, thus, He let me had a double blow and He carried me through the darkest moment in my life....

Grandma and Daisy - I really do miss you dearly... each time i see your pics and talk/ write about you, tears will flood my eyes...

In about 2 weeks time, its your 1st anniversary..... you know, I will cry, coz I miss both of you dearly... you'll stay in a corner of my heart forever and ever..... and I know you are in Heaven now, watching over me, our family and Baby Bella from above....

My birthday and Christmas has a different meaning to me now. Its a day when God extended the life of Daisy as my Birthday Gift and for my Christmas gift last year, God granted me the last chance to spend Grandma's and Daisy's last Christmas with me on earth. What else could I ask for, except to give thanks to God....

And thank God for Baby Bella, who has brightened my life....




Tuesday, December 1, 2009, 6:23 PM
Princess Bella has not been well ...

Haiz... yesterday was really a Monday Blue day... my little baby gal LS 4 times in the morning and vommitted twice... mum called to say that shes worried, baby is very lethargic and refuses to eat...

My heart was not in office the whole of yesterday coz was worrying about Bella. Brought her to see Dr Miles immediately after work.... thank God its just the beginning of a stomach flu. Brave little Bella guai guai take the jab... Dr Miles commented that shes such a pretty little babe... hahahaha... coz shes on her pink pokka dot "I Love shih tzu" dress with a complimenting bow....

Guess what... Bella is now 5.7kg!!! OMG! I was so worried that Dr Miles wanna put her on diet.. heng... he said was ok....

Bella came home, drank a lot of water and guai guai take her chicken for dinner and off she zzzz..... wake up this morning manjaing... want to be carried...

Misses her so much while at work today....

Baby Bella... must get well soon ok??? else mommie will be worried hor....

God gal....