❥INTO ETERNITY .
Spending half of my lifetime indulging in work and just work... I've came to realized that there are more important things in my life that I should spend my time with, as once I missed or lost it, I will never have another chance to turn back the clock. As such, I've learnt to treasure every moment with them.... Thank you my beloved Grandma, Daddy and Daisy.... you've made me come to know the mistakes I've made before. Though I can never see, talk or hug you now, but I know, you've never left me, just that you've "migrated to Heaven" and are watching over me from above now...
1) All my loved ones to stay healthy
My Wishlist for Bella
1) To Stay healthy
In Loving Memories of my 2 Beloveds who left me 26/12/2008
In Loving Memories of my Beloved Daddy who left me 17/03/2010
Dedicated To Late Daisy - My Dearest
Cute Little Bella - My Baby Princess
Friday, September 2, 2011, 2:20 PM
Cross Road in my life...Its been a while since I last updated my blog...
Too much things have happened, running around and very exhausted.
First was, mom went for her knee cap replacement surgery on 17/8. Op was successful, except her body has been weak, as such, she lost a lot of blood, thus, needed 2 rounds of blood transfusion. Recovery stage takes a bit longer than normal.
It has been a tough week for me as I need to send Bella to Jess's place for day care (thank you very much for the help!), rush to work, visit mom, fetch Bella home (thank you Fiona for the ride) and back home to do house work...very tiring...
Stupid brother did not even give me a helping hand... when I was still doing housework, he off the lights and zzz. Not helping even financially... not even visiting mom or ask how is she... what kind of son is this?
This round, I am very angry with him till I ignore him now.... I do my part as what a daughter should do....
I am very hurt, not only at home but at work.... Have worked so hard, the return I got was I am ask to tender my resignation! Everyone in the team did not meet the target, not me, but why pick on me to shoulder the problem? My age? haiz... God.. pls open a door for me!
I have been done - seeking for direction...... God... I have worked hard to take care and feed my family all alone - pls do not leave me to despair as I don't know how to survive through.. Lord lead me, guide me, bless me and show me. I'll leave this burden at your feet... i come before you humbly.... to seek refuge ... hear me, oh Lord. Amen!