❥INTO ETERNITY .
Spending half of my lifetime indulging in work and just work... I've came to realized that there are more important things in my life that I should spend my time with, as once I missed or lost it, I will never have another chance to turn back the clock. As such, I've learnt to treasure every moment with them.... Thank you my beloved Grandma, Daddy and Daisy.... you've made me come to know the mistakes I've made before. Though I can never see, talk or hug you now, but I know, you've never left me, just that you've "migrated to Heaven" and are watching over me from above now...
1) All my loved ones to stay healthy
My Wishlist for Bella
1) To Stay healthy
In Loving Memories of my 2 Beloveds who left me 26/12/2008
In Loving Memories of my Beloved Daddy who left me 17/03/2010
Dedicated To Late Daisy - My Dearest
Cute Little Bella - My Baby Princess
Thursday, May 20, 2010, 2:47 PM
Busy Busy....Have been very veyr busy since last week due to house renovation and work....
Have done some cabinets in Kitchen, Living Hall and my room - very happy with the turn-out and workmanship.... House is much neater now and spacious.... next will be replacement book shelves/ TV rack/ shoe rack and sofa set in living hall....
Planning to also change mum's room's furnitures and they are old and dusty - need to clear a lot of stuffs there.... haiz... hope will be blessed with additional income la....
Not sure if its becos of all the shifting and moving - I have experienced the chest tight feeling again - the muscle is pulling and making me feel uncomfortable.... hope its nothing serious.....
Next week, will be leaving for Shanghai for few days - going on a company's trip.. will sure miss my baby Bella and my mum....
This weekend, we'll be paying respect to Dad and Grandma at Mandai together with 3rd aunt.... baby Bella will follow....
Labels: Busy and Tired
Wednesday, May 12, 2010, 5:33 PM
Our first Mother's Day without DaddyDear Daddy,
This is our very first Mother's Day without you with us. Mum did not want a celebration at all as she said wer are all still mourning.
Brother, Bella and me, spend the evening at home with mum with home-cooked food - marketing done by me... emm... cooking of course mum la...
Mum misses dad badly and she feels the loneliness and emptiness... in fact, shes been telling me dad has been visiting us as she saw a butterfly flying into our house in the evening time on several occassions.
I dreamt of daddy the last few nights.... think in my dreams, I heard his cooking and coughing sound. He came into my room to cover me and Bella with blankets.....
Last night when I was sad over some nasty comments by some irritating people who do not understand how others feel when they lost their loved ones - they just know how to bith around... well... one day, they will go thru the same - let the pain pierce their evil hearts. The evil bitches will have their own taste of medicine. Some bitches are just too free to mind others' business...
Dad came into my dreams again... I felt him stroking my forehead... comforting me, dad loves me and he'll never let others bully me.
Some friends I really treasured a lot.... some when I see the true colours - I'll strike you off my list as these people are not worth to be my friends at all.