❥INTO ETERNITY .
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Jacqueline Leong
Spending half of my lifetime indulging in work and just work... I've came to realized that there are more important things in my life that I should spend my time with, as once I missed or lost it, I will never have another chance to turn back the clock. As such, I've learnt to treasure every moment with them.... Thank you my beloved Grandma, Daddy and Daisy.... you've made me come to know the mistakes I've made before. Though I can never see, talk or hug you now, but I know, you've never left me, just that you've "migrated to Heaven" and are watching over me from above now... |
Monday, March 17, 2014, 6:59 PM
In Loving Memory of my dad 25101935~ 17032010
記得在讀小學時,曾經讀過朱自清的一篇散文~背影。依稀記得我每讀一次都會哭,也許是因為提到爸爸的緣故吧, 特別能起共鳴。現在再看這篇散文時,那感覺和多年前是完全不同的,還多了一份痛。此刻,我爸爸的背影已成回憶。其實這幾年在街上都曾見到過很像他的背影,還好想跑過去抱他,還好我沒這麼做。我知道,這輩子我再也沒這機會擁抱他了。 ... 從小到大,爸爸都是我的避風港,他特別疼愛我,一直都在保護著和挺我,還聽著我發牢騷, 是位好爸爸,我最愛的親人。可是他卻那麼早把我'拋開',自己到了天堂去。 四年前的今天,我突然失去了這個依靠,連一句話都沒來得及留給我。說真的,是很難接受爸爸已離開的事實。 永遠無法忘記看著他的生命漸漸離去,看著他吸上在這世上的最後一口氣,我的心好痛,好不捨。。。為什麼不多給我一些時間,我還有好多事沒為他做呀。那時我傷心得完全哭不出來,我的世界變空白了,不曉得該怎麼辦。 我好後悔,好後悔。 今天是爸爸離開我的第四年了,雖然過了一千多個日子,但我從沒忘記他,相反的,我更懷念他。 想念著你,我最尊敬的爸爸。 |