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❥INTO ETERNITY .
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Jacqueline Leong
Spending half of my lifetime indulging in work and just work... I've came to realized that there are more important things in my life that I should spend my time with, as once I missed or lost it, I will never have another chance to turn back the clock. As such, I've learnt to treasure every moment with them.... Thank you my beloved Grandma, Daddy and Daisy.... you've made me come to know the mistakes I've made before. Though I can never see, talk or hug you now, but I know, you've never left me, just that you've "migrated to Heaven" and are watching over me from above now... My Wishlist
1) All my loved ones to stay healthy My Wishlist for Bella
1) To Stay healthy In Loving Memories of my 2 Beloveds who left me 26/12/2008
In Loving Memories of my Beloved Daddy who left me 17/03/2010
Dedicated To Late Daisy - My Dearest
Cute Little Bella - My Baby Princess
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Thursday, December 26, 2013, 10:08 AM
A letter to Heaven
Lord, thank you for carrying me through my darkest moments in my life 5 years ago, when I knew I would have collapsed without you. It's never easy at all to lose two beloved close family members on the same day (ESP when I was their caregivers). Can't describe the pain, it's a double pain for me.God is good. HE granted me my wish, I kept the both of them with me on my birthday and Christmas in 2008 before they finally took their long rest. Today marks the 5th year which my beloved grandma and Daisy have migrated to Heaven. Seeing the two of you go was the most painful times in my life.I remembered 5 years back on 26/12 morning, I visited grandma in the hospital who was then in coma, there was a voice deep down my heart telling me she's leaving me. I remembered breaking down into tears badly and climbing up her bed hugging her, never knew that was a farewell hug. Grandma left me quietly in the afternoon at 330pm, not wanting me to see her take her last breathe on earth. Grandma left me.... We went back to the animal hospital to be with Daisy, who was at her last stage of liver cancer. That week she's was very ill too, not only liver cancer worsen, her other organs like kidney were giving way, I could not even feed her 1ml of water on Christmas Day. On the night after grandma left us, we went back to the animal hospital to keep Daisy company, she was so delighted to see us. We saw her smile, wagging of tail and even managed to stand up and walked towards me (she was unable to stand up for a week then). I was opening my arms to embrace her, but when she reached me, she gave me a final smile, took her last breathe and collapsed into my arms. A moment I can never forget at all. Daisy left me... Time passed, pain healed, but memories of them never fade coz I truly love and miss them dearly. God, please watch over them now till I meet them again at due time. Thank you Lord for giving me the opportunity to offer my love to both of my dearest late family members. |