Spending half of my lifetime indulging in work and just work... I've came to realized that there are more important things in my life that I should spend my time with, as once I missed or lost it, I will never have another chance to turn back the clock. As such, I've learnt to treasure every moment with them.... Thank you my beloved Grandma, Daddy and Daisy.... you've made me come to know the mistakes I've made before. Though I can never see, talk or hug you now, but I know, you've never left me, just that you've "migrated to Heaven" and are watching over me from above now...
1) All my loved ones to stay healthy
2) Able to take holiday breaks every half yearly
3) To stay happy and positive
4) Buy my own house
5) Set up my own business
6) To do voluntary work for the Elderly
1) To Stay healthy
2) Cheerful
3) Skin no more itchy
4) Fur longer so that can tie nice nice top-knots
5) Mummy will buy me nice top ribbons and bows
6) A stroller
7) Lose weight (both me and Bella)
8) More quality time together
Missing him more and more. Many things around my house or even whenever I go downstairs to the coffeeshop, they just have so strong memories of dad. Recently met a uncle (whom I do not know), he resembles like dad so much.... I almost miss a heartbeat... had a second look.... thats not my daddy.... how I wish its just a joke that you have left us....
Daddy.... I just cannot get over you leaving us without a word.... its just too painful to accept.... whats your last word to me? "I thought you are coming to see me... I have things to tell you, but cannot talk on the phone"... I should have rushed down to hear you, why didn't I do that, but just tell you that "I have just gone to see you, just got home, we'll talk tomorrow"... but the "tomorrow" never come, this became your parting word with me, daddy. I am feeling so bad and lousy about this whole thing.... I fee so bad....
This Sunday is Father's Day and my original plan was to bring you to Vivocity for the special steamboat... (I know you like steamboats), but Daddy.... I don;t have the chance now... how am I going to get over a Father's Day without my father with me?
Daddy... this is too heartbreaking...
Dad... I miss you.....
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