Spending half of my lifetime indulging in work and just work... I've came to realized that there are more important things in my life that I should spend my time with, as once I missed or lost it, I will never have another chance to turn back the clock. As such, I've learnt to treasure every moment with them.... Thank you my beloved Grandma, Daddy and Daisy.... you've made me come to know the mistakes I've made before. Though I can never see, talk or hug you now, but I know, you've never left me, just that you've "migrated to Heaven" and are watching over me from above now...
1) All my loved ones to stay healthy
2) Able to take holiday breaks every half yearly
3) To stay happy and positive
4) Buy my own house
5) Set up my own business
6) To do voluntary work for the Elderly
1) To Stay healthy
2) Cheerful
3) Skin no more itchy
4) Fur longer so that can tie nice nice top-knots
5) Mummy will buy me nice top ribbons and bows
6) A stroller
7) Lose weight (both me and Bella)
8) More quality time together
His sudden departure has given us and his friends a great shocked, in fact till now, we still cannot accept that he is gone...
Family has been down to 4 after grandma left us on 26th December 2008, and now, left with 3 with Dad's departure. House is so quiet now, parent's room look so empty. As we're still resting ourselves to recover from shock and tiredness, we've not unpacked dad's stuffs. Yesterday after dad's funeral, we came home, cleared away dad's pillows and blanket - to prevent mum from thinking of him in the night. She still cannot sleep - think she misses my daddy dearly. Its gonna take a long time to heal.
Baby Bella has been a good baby, shes with us at dad's wake day and night to mourn for dad. She's placed in her stroller and she quietly rested there observing without barking. Relatives who initially dislike dogs, all said shes such a babe. We told them, Bella is my dad's baobei, shes like a daughter to him, she can feel and sense that daddy is done - Bella also shows her way of mourning for daddy by not wearing too colourful bows and she did not play much last few days, shes also trying to get use to daddy will not be home anymore coz he is in Heaven.
We collected daddy's ashes this morning, Bella also joined us as shes part of us,she sat quietly in her carrier bag watching. It has been raining since yesterday when dad was leaving our house to Mandai, and this morning, when we collected his ashes, mum said, he maybe said to leave us so sudden - thats why the sky is "tearing"... told mum not to think that way, daddy will speak to us in our dreams....
Daddy... we miss you dearly, we really miss you badly....
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