Spending half of my lifetime indulging in work and just work... I've came to realized that there are more important things in my life that I should spend my time with, as once I missed or lost it, I will never have another chance to turn back the clock. As such, I've learnt to treasure every moment with them.... Thank you my beloved Grandma, Daddy and Daisy.... you've made me come to know the mistakes I've made before. Though I can never see, talk or hug you now, but I know, you've never left me, just that you've "migrated to Heaven" and are watching over me from above now...
1) All my loved ones to stay healthy
2) Able to take holiday breaks every half yearly
3) To stay happy and positive
4) Buy my own house
5) Set up my own business
6) To do voluntary work for the Elderly
1) To Stay healthy
2) Cheerful
3) Skin no more itchy
4) Fur longer so that can tie nice nice top-knots
5) Mummy will buy me nice top ribbons and bows
6) A stroller
7) Lose weight (both me and Bella)
8) More quality time together
But this afternoon - I just cannot stop my tears... I miss my daddy badly - I still cannot accept the fact that he has left me - premanently.... I'll never be able to see him in person, hear his voice, hold his hands... he has left me... left me to join Grandma and Daisy.... just too shocking.
I lost 3 of my most beloved in a short time span of 15 months... now, family from 5 has downsized to 3 plus Bella... We still have not gathered our courage to pack dad's belongings... I still dare not coz I worry I will cry....
Whenever I am alone... memories of dad and his face and voice just comes into my mind....
Just when I come to terms about Daisy and Grandma left me.... Dad left me... its like so shocking... life is so fragile....
Daddy... I miss you dearly.. theres just so much things we have not done.... you left me without a word....
Labels: Missing daddy....