Spending half of my lifetime indulging in work and just work... I've came to realized that there are more important things in my life that I should spend my time with, as once I missed or lost it, I will never have another chance to turn back the clock. As such, I've learnt to treasure every moment with them.... Thank you my beloved Grandma, Daddy and Daisy.... you've made me come to know the mistakes I've made before. Though I can never see, talk or hug you now, but I know, you've never left me, just that you've "migrated to Heaven" and are watching over me from above now...
1) All my loved ones to stay healthy
2) Able to take holiday breaks every half yearly
3) To stay happy and positive
4) Buy my own house
5) Set up my own business
6) To do voluntary work for the Elderly
1) To Stay healthy
2) Cheerful
3) Skin no more itchy
4) Fur longer so that can tie nice nice top-knots
5) Mummy will buy me nice top ribbons and bows
6) A stroller
7) Lose weight (both me and Bella)
8) More quality time together
Dad fell at the community club after his lesson, thought it was just external injuries till he complain discomfort on Tuesday morning. We've sent him to A&E for check coz worried of his heart issue... was admitted immediately.
Docs ran tons of investigations on him and everyday, i receive "surprises", not pleasant, but scary....
Yesterday, was told that the fell has lead him to fracture his no. 7th rib bone, no wonder he complains of pain, well, nothing can be done, just take medicine and wait for natural healing. Doc also updated that they found some kidney conditions in him (in fact dad knew about it, but never told us!), so further investigation will be done on that. Went to see him last evening, he was looking very down and tired - think its the pain killer's side effect ba....
This morning, the doc called to update me again, more surprises....
His heart tests turns out to be ok, but, the red blood pillates is a bit low and also kidney not well - gosh..... so more investigation work will be done... thus, they'll keep him there for observation....
I can;t visit him these 2 days as I am sick, with high fever and bad runny nose.. so mum will take over the role.... baby Bella is missing daddy badly, each time when she hears his name, she'll be alert and hunt for him. Last night, called dad and put him on speaker phone for Bella to hear his voice, she tilted her head and listened with a smile - guess our little gal really misses him badly....
Though dad makes me angry very often, but, he is still very dear to me, coz he pampered me from young.... feeling heartpain to see him going thru this, praying hard he will recover soon and be home asap.
I still cannot forget the time i have spent in the hospital when grandma was ill then, memories of her started flashing back, in fact last nite while waiting outside dad's ward, i could feel my tears rolling in my eyes... I am scare....
haiz.... daddy ... do come home soon....
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