Spending half of my lifetime indulging in work and just work... I've came to realized that there are more important things in my life that I should spend my time with, as once I missed or lost it, I will never have another chance to turn back the clock. As such, I've learnt to treasure every moment with them.... Thank you my beloved Grandma, Daddy and Daisy.... you've made me come to know the mistakes I've made before. Though I can never see, talk or hug you now, but I know, you've never left me, just that you've "migrated to Heaven" and are watching over me from above now...
1) All my loved ones to stay healthy
2) Able to take holiday breaks every half yearly
3) To stay happy and positive
4) Buy my own house
5) Set up my own business
6) To do voluntary work for the Elderly
1) To Stay healthy
2) Cheerful
3) Skin no more itchy
4) Fur longer so that can tie nice nice top-knots
5) Mummy will buy me nice top ribbons and bows
6) A stroller
7) Lose weight (both me and Bella)
8) More quality time together
Haiz... December is never the same since year 2008. It was the most painful time in my life so far....
In early december last year, Grandma fell down and was hospitalized and Daisy's Liver Cancer condition worsen, many times, her lips will go pale. My heart was like a roller-coaster, up and down. Each time i see my mum or dad calling me on my mobile during my working time, my heartpain will go faster.
Grandma went into comma since 7/12 last year and I almost lost Daisy on my birthday morning (20/12). Both landed in hospital, i stopped work for the whole month and was staying in the hospital with the both of them....
Honestly, I do not know how i cope with all these alone (almost), coz at then, I had no friends who could understand me as to why Daisy is so important to me..... I was rushing between hospitals and sleeping only on sofa beds or on the cold floor at the animal hospital.
26/12/2008 - A day i could never forget in my whole life as i lost my 2 most beloved onn the same day. Painful??? Yes, very very, double and Triple pain. 3.30pm Grandma left me, and 7 hours later at 10.30pm, Daisy left me in my arms. Just too much for me for the year to take....
However, I guess, God is good, He do not want me to suffer twice in such a short span, thus, He let me had a double blow and He carried me through the darkest moment in my life....
Grandma and Daisy - I really do miss you dearly... each time i see your pics and talk/ write about you, tears will flood my eyes...
In about 2 weeks time, its your 1st anniversary..... you know, I will cry, coz I miss both of you dearly... you'll stay in a corner of my heart forever and ever..... and I know you are in Heaven now, watching over me, our family and Baby Bella from above....
My birthday and Christmas has a different meaning to me now. Its a day when God extended the life of Daisy as my Birthday Gift and for my Christmas gift last year, God granted me the last chance to spend Grandma's and Daisy's last Christmas with me on earth. What else could I ask for, except to give thanks to God....
And thank God for Baby Bella, who has brightened my life....