Spending half of my lifetime indulging in work and just work... I've came to realized that there are more important things in my life that I should spend my time with, as once I missed or lost it, I will never have another chance to turn back the clock. As such, I've learnt to treasure every moment with them.... Thank you my beloved Grandma, Daddy and Daisy.... you've made me come to know the mistakes I've made before. Though I can never see, talk or hug you now, but I know, you've never left me, just that you've "migrated to Heaven" and are watching over me from above now...
1) All my loved ones to stay healthy
2) Able to take holiday breaks every half yearly
3) To stay happy and positive
4) Buy my own house
5) Set up my own business
6) To do voluntary work for the Elderly
1) To Stay healthy
2) Cheerful
3) Skin no more itchy
4) Fur longer so that can tie nice nice top-knots
5) Mummy will buy me nice top ribbons and bows
6) A stroller
7) Lose weight (both me and Bella)
8) More quality time together
Today marks the 7th month since both of you left me, every month at the hour that both of you left me, I will look up the sky to "see" you, coz I know you are watching me from Heaven.
I missed both of you dearly.... just lost of words to describe the feeling, its painful.
I have never ever regretted "wasting" my time in looking after grandma, indeed, I have learnt a lot and have grew to love taking care of you Grandma.... I used to be upset and angry when you scold me or nag at me... but now... how i wish I could turn back the clock to hear you again... I miss wearing diapers/ bathing you/ cutting nails for you/ pushing you on your wheelchair etc. remember we have spent a lot of real good times together, I can never forget your childlike smile whenever you are happy... Grandma... I've never tasted your cooking for at least 10 years and really miss that... but I know... I will never be able to have that chance anymore, could only put that in my memories. My biggest regret is you went into comma without leaving us a word and I was not able to stay with you by your side when you left us, grandma, pls forgive me. I will never forget what you have thought me and I have promised you on the morning before you left us, that I will remember you and love you forever... Grandma, do watch over us from Heaven...
Darling Daisy.... my sweetie pie... jie-jie miss you so much.....I have kept all your belongings with me as I can't part them... I've even kept the medicine that you took.... what I am left with are just all these and memories of you.... did you hear my prayer earlier at the hour you left me? Daisy gal... I can never ever forget the scene when you gave me a smile and collapse in my arms on 26/12 at 10.30pm. My whole world shattered.... I lost grandma and you both on the same day! This is just too much for me to take.... I never dare imagine this will happen..... but girlie... I know you have been a brave warrior and you have been a fighter, you've tried your best to fight for every single breathe you have.... my wonderful pal for 14 years... you have a part in my heart and with you leaving me, its just like a part of my heart being removed. You've came to me when you are just 7 1/2 weeks old and spent 14 years with me.... how I wish I'll have another 14 years with you.... Remember... Bella mei mei is not to replace you, shes like your little sister and I truly believe God has sent her to me to heal my wound....shes looking more like you now.... jie-jie loves both Daisy and Bella, both of you are my princess and I will never leave you.
I pray that both of you walk close to God in Heaven, have peace and watch over all of us in the family..... Love you Grandma ... Love you Daisy....
Till we meet again in Heaven in God's time.
Jacq